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408 pages, Hardcover
First published March 4, 2014
“Why did you play?” he asked.The name of the game is Panic, the name of the book should be Desperation, because this book is a psychological study of despair, anger, revenge. It's about the claustrophobia of growing up poor, the seething fury of revenge, the fear of a future you cannot contemplate. It is about love and loss, friendships and broken hearts; it is a literal rite of passage in a small town.
Revenge, Dodge thought, and Because I have nothing else. But out loud he said, “Money. Why else?”
Panic began as so many things do in Carp, a poor town of twelve thousand people in the middle of nowhere: because it was summer, and there was nothing else to do.It is a dead-end town, the type of town that you want to escape the moment you graduate from high school. Every year, a "tax," $1 a day, is collected from the town's students. At the end of the year, those who choose to participate in Panic gets a chance to win the jackpot.
Matt was gone. School was over. Not that she’d ever liked school, but still. It got her out of the house; it was something to do. Now everything was over and done. It occurred to her that this was her life: vast and empty, like a coin dropping down a bottomless well.Dodge is driven by anger, revenge. He seeks an eye for an eye, or rather...
Dodge scrolled down and reread the email he had sent a week earlier.The game lasts the entire summer. There will only be one winner. Every challenge will eliminate a player. They will risk their life, they will go beyond the edges of fear. They will know how much they are willing to sacrifice in the name of love, family, friendship, all to win the prize.
"The bets are in. The game is on.
I’ll make you a trade:
A sister’s legs for a brother’s life."
For a second, she thought of telling him the truth: that when Matt had dumped her, she had understood for the first time that she was a complete and total nobody.There is a boy in her life, her lifelong friend, Bishop, who she has mostly seen only as a friend, until now.
Heather realized that he really wasn’t a boy anymore. Somehow, when she wasn’t looking, he had become a guy—tall and strong, with a stubborn chin and a girlfriend and opinions she didn’t share. She felt an ache in her stomach, a sense of loss and a sense of wanting.Heather's story is one of growing up in a broken home, her mother is hardly a mother, her little sister a beloved 11-year old girl growing up too fast. Heather herself sees her future as hopeless. Throughout the summer, we see her mature, grow stronger, take on more responsibility. Heather makes mistakes, she grows through them.
“What about you, Dodge?” Heather said. “Why did you agree to play?”I found his character to be sympathetic, but not an altogether believable male voice at times. Dodge has a lot of romanticism inside his head for a character who is so hardened by nature, and some of his thoughts---however male and however laughable---is really, really silly, no matter how reflective they may be of the workings of a teenaged boy's mind.
For a second, she thought he smiled. “Revenge.”
Nat started to laugh. “Revenge?” she repeated.
Heather realized she hadn’t misheard.
Her hair was fixed low, in a side ponytail, and she was wearing a ruffled yellow jumper-type thing, with the shirt and shorts attached, that would have looked stupid on anyone else. But on her it looked amazing, like she was some kind of life-size, exotic Popsicle. He couldn’t help but think that whenever she had to use the bathroom she’d have to get totally undressed.I loved Dodge's fury, his drive for vengeance. His almost maddening pursuit for justice endears me to him, and I understand his anger. Dodge has internal demons to slay, and I loved how his story came to pass.
She thought of the way that Nat always liked things even, straight down the middle. How sometimes she showered more than once a day. The taps and tongue clicks. Stuff she’d mostly ignored, because she was so used to it. Another blind spot between people.The Romance: A little heavy-handed, but it is to be expected in a contemporary novel, and I didn't mind it at all. Teenaged hormones are in the air in a small town such as this, and the romance is realistic, the growth of friendship into love, instead of insta-love or attraction. Love is not always easy, and it needs to be brutally honest. Sometimes, it takes the person you love to tell you what's in front of your nose before you realize it.
“You want everything to be shitty. You have a sister who loves you. Friends who love you. I love you, Heather.” He said it fast, in a mumble, and she could not even be happy, because he kept going. “You’ve outlasted almost everyone in Panic. But all you see is the crap. So you don’t have to believe in anything. So you’ll have an excuse to fail.”Overall: a slow-paced, but tension-filled psychological portrayal of a small town and the people within it.
? Panic - the game of bored teenagers in a sad little town. Featuring: cliff jumping, walking on planks dozens of feet in the air, blindfolded crossing of the highway, hanging out in burning buildings, spiders, tigers, guns, home invasions, head-on car collisions. You know, the usual I'm-bored-and-it's-Saturday-night hijinks.---------
Dodge, for instance, never stops being fueled by mindless drive for revenge, and it's only lucky unknowing interference by friends that saves him from . Dodge does not grow or mature or address his stunted psychopathic desires - he gets helped by a lucky turn of events, little else.
Heather, planned as being the strong and sympathetic protagonist, has justifications for her initially immature and childish behavior piled on thick; she never has a chance to work through her issues but instead given a sob story with first her sister and mother, and then the unnecessary addition of tearjerking moment involving recollections of her father. It's not her growth we get to witness but rather the author trying to convince us of her noble and not-at-all stupid motivations, and really laying it on thick.
~Thank you HarperTeen for sending me this copy!~